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Tuesday, March 04, 2008

:'(

Imagine a situation in which you are left helpless. Feeling depressed, not knowing what to do, not knowing whether what you had done was right or wrong, just wanting to cry your eyes out and wanting a person whom you can cry with who will comfort you and tell you everything is ok but drawing a blank when you think of people possible to do just that. Wishing you could just run away from this place you are in and go some place different, nice, fun. With one or two people from here maybe or with just all new people. Get away from any baggage, old or new. Feel like you want to live again. Feel like you are going to be left alone with no one to tell you you’re the best or to pull you up when you are down or just listen when you whine incessantly about something inconsequential. Wanting to just want to sleep all the time for the simple reason that you don’t want to be awake and face the world and think about anything. Being sure that what you did was the worst possible thing you could have done. Wanting to change because you think you think you can do nothing right and wanting to be a different person altogether. Just wanting to cease existing.

Yeah I know… Not very pleasant… forget what I said. Don’t imagine it.

2 comments:

raghu said...

bad bad.

raghu said...

Feel like you are going to be left alone with no one to tell you you’re the best or to pull you up when you are down or just listen when you whine incessantly about something inconsequential.

paradise no? :D